I am an amature writer and photographer that enjoys writing about and taking photos of everyday life. You won't see any of my photos in National Geographic and you won't read anything I've written published in some fancy book or magazine. However, I would love to share these with whomever wants to read or look. Some of my subjects include, cooling off or venting about silly things I encounter in my day to day chaotic life and crazy news stories I hear about on NPR.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
My Life as a Hermit
Over the past couple of months I have really embraced my inner hermit. At first it just extended to my physical body not going anywhere, I quit going to the dog park, only go to the store if I have to, I get all my shopping done at the same time so that I don't have to leave the house more. I have been doing this for awhile now, and it seems to work for me. I get to have some rest and relaxation between school and work. Now it has become problematic, well maybe problematic, maybe not. Now I have stopped reaching out from the house at all, I don't talk on the phone, I don't write in my blog, I don't look at my Facebook or email unless I have to for professional reasons. I thought at first I might be depressed but after some careful soul searching I have decided I am not, I am perfectly content to be by myself 90% of the time. Being social is work, sometimes fun work but most of the time it requires showering and making sure you have clothes on. I have been living in this sleep shirt with the New York Rangers on it that is 20 years old, it is the most comfortable piece of clothing I own. I am reminded of the scene in Mr. Mom where Terry Garr tells Micheal Keaton his flannel shirt could stand up by itself. I am thinking that once this oppressive heat ends I will want to be out more and at least hit the dog park a couple times a week, but we will see. I am done worrying about my self confinement and am going to embrace it. Maybe I will find some more stuff to blog about but I don't know not much happening around here.
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I love being a hermit as well. I am pretty nercous about getting back out in the world again. I get social anxiety in large groups and get all tongue tied. Best way to get over a fear is to face it though...muddle through! And you are right, it takes so much energy to be social (and money, which we have none!). I woudl rather cuddle or paly with my Ava or snuggle up with Jeff and watch a movie. It is good to know I am not wierd to like being a hermit and that I am not alone! Love you chic!
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